Tuesday, August 13, 2013

Random Thoughts 1

So before I get into this beware this is just an internal struggle and I wanted to voice it. 

So here goes. There's two guys right now. And idk which one i like better. I'm not good at this talkin to more than one person at once thing but it's happening. Also keep in mind neither of them have mentioned makin this more serious I'm just thinking ahead cause that's what I do. Anyway...

Guy 1:  
A little bit younger. 
Lives far 6 hours away
No car
No job
In college 
Horrible textin buddy
Can be sweet 
Great sex game
Amazing head game
Has fucked and dated a close friend
Smokes hella weed
Funny af tho
When we are together things are awesome 
Parents don't like him; vice versa
Brothers like him 
Pretty flirty 
Got trust issues
Lives at home  
Acts like if I lived near him we would be together 

Guy 2:
Job
College degree 
Lives 14 hours away 
Not the best texter; but when we do it's a natural conversation 
Doesn't like to talk on the phone 
Sorta kinda a flirt 
Parents would be impressed
Has a car
Lives at home 
Not even sure what we are "doing" 
Funny

So all of the above is a compiled list of things---good && bad-- about said boys. I'm sure I'm missin stuff. And if I have it for one and not the other it's cause it hasn't happened with one of em. I just don't know. I've put more into guy 1 but that doesn't mean I should pursue him more. 

And in a way this could all be for nothing cause at this point both of these relationships only extend to us "talkin" bein "best friends" or whatever you call it. 

I'm not quite sure my purpose of this entry, but here it is. 

And clearly this isn't the first post that wa random thoughts but I just decided to make this it's own...title? Category? Whatever you wanna call it. Fellow misfits do the same if you make an entry with just thoughts that's not quite an adventure of a misfit. 

Deuces!

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