Objection: LaLa pt. 1

This isn't the craziest situation that I've witnessed. But at the same time, I'm still a little surprised.

I met this group about five years ago when I was working at the G Spot. They were a fun group. Four plus one always equals a good time plus that meant I had $1500 in my pocket. Two months rent; I do it all for my son.

Nic was the one that was all gung-ho for the idea when I approached them. I fell in love with her confidence. Always wished I had as much as she did. Sometimes they would come back as a whole, sometimes just two or three, but never just one. That's the rule.

Anyway, they accepted me with open arms & I turned my life around. Of course you would to if you were surrounded by lawyers and doctors. The achieving and scholarly type, see that's not even a word I would have used back then. They made me feel a sense of self worth. They learned the real me LaQaunta Alvarez; journalist, writer, novelist at heart.

With my life turned around, I actually found and awesome man who is great to me and my son. Treats us like royalty and will always protect us. He even has two jobs so I don't have to resort to "my old ways" to make money.  His name is Jayden and he's my guardian angel. Some say he looks like he should be with Pretty Ricky but I think he's GQ like Ginuwine. I'm a lucky gal.

Now, Chris just by circumstance I don't like that self- righteous, always playing the victim whore. She knew what kind of guy Thomas was, she just choose to look the other way. Every single time a new chic popped in the picture. Couldn't go a full year without one of them messaging her online, calling her phone, or showing up at their front door in the middle of the night. He was a good looking guy I'll give him that but even I wouldn't have stayed around that long especially when he had an offspring during one of those flings. Now its Christine with baby number two.

Oh well know its time to put all my feelings aside and help Nic find her best friend. Can't have her frantic because she's my rock. Wish i could have her to myself but that's not the cards that were dealt.

After Nic runs after receiving some random message, I sprint right after her. After all, I can't let the love of my life leave by herself.  I'll be her rock this time. I'll show her I'm down for her. Then I see Chris coming out the cab. Bitch. Selfish bitch. Wait a minute. Is that Jay?! Why does my man have his hands on this trick?!

I subconsciously yell, " Jay?"

He turns around surprised. Notices me and has no words. Stunned by my presence in this unusual setting I guess. The old me returns, I suddenly remember the numerous guys in and out my bed, leaving hundreds on the dresser before I wake up in the morning. Now that time doesn't seem so long ago. With hurt and anger at the tip of my tongue, I blurt out,

"How could you cheat on me? I thought we had something good here? Then you choose her, of all people? I give you everything you ask for.. A home, unconditional love, and an awesome sex life!! How could you do this to Thomas? We bring him to join in our sexcapades and you choose his fiance to sleep with on the side?"

I stop yelling because I want answers! But nobody is speaking. I come back to reality and realize that everyone is staring at me. Didn't realize I was yelling so loud because I would have noticed we were joined by Thomas, Christine, and her belly wanting to explain their side.