I Just Don't Understand.... (work in progress)

random preamble : so, i gave up twitter for lent.  I don't know how well that will work.  I have an abundance of unused words and thoughts in my mind so look for many more random ass posts, Misfits, Chronicles, and even Isis may show up a time or two....

I just don't get it.

I can't fathom how God decided that one plus one equals two,

Or that you plus me equals one,

Equals us.

I just don't get it.

I could try to sound astrological and claim that your lion tames my sting,

that my water douses your fire.

I could try to pretend to understand numerology.

Try to explain how my one and your six combine with some philosophical three

To equal ten,

To equal one,

To equal us.

But truth is, 

I just don't get it.

This has nothing to do with figuring out how opposites attract,

the complete randomness of how we met,

none of that.

For the first time, I find myself asking why.

What purpose do you serve in my life,

and I in yours? 

Am I once again in the role of the teacher,

the savior?

Why is this even happening?

It's really not like we are even possible.

God, I just don't understand

How I see all the blocks on this road leading to a possible us

And I've decided to build a bridge over them,

Dig a tunnel under them,

Or walk directly through the hell fire of them

To get to you.

You speak to me like you've known my for centuries,

And my spirit responds as such.

I feel like I'm living a real life version of PYRAMIDS

Only my ending is happier and there's no pimps...

Maybe I should stop trying to understand,

And just love regardless.

Deal with the heartbreak when or if it comes.

But my complexity cannot be solved with such simplicity.

I feel like a function with no possible solution.

Plug in the numbers,

Do the math,

Find an unsatisfactory answer that leads you wanting more.