Virginity...again
Ya see, unlike my coauthors I am not a virgin. However I respect their decision...
Now to me..
My first time was nothing like expected. No candles burning. No sexy music. Not even a relationship. Judge me if you want. But it was special to me. The way it happened wasn't even what I thought. I wasn't expecting it. He had been asking and I had said no. Several times. But it just kinda happened. Really. We were kissing and touching and running like we always did. Grinding on each other half naked like young people used to do and bang his dick was in me. It honestly took a sec for me to realize that we were actually doing it. I'm not gonna lie my first time wasn't the best but it didn't hurt like everyone convinced me it would. I didn't bleed I didn't cry. Most of all I dont regret it. I loved him. And he loved me. And I know you're wondering why we weren't together, lets just say shit was complicated. But the love was as real as it could be. We lost our virginities together and I have never regretted it.
I believe that you should never have sex just to have sex --- i am guilty of that though -- but your first time should def be special.
But hey. That's just me
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