Let's talk about sex, baby or maybe not. See the conversation always makes me uncomfortable or comfortable depending on the company I'm around. See, only a few people in my life know I am a virgin and that's the way I'd like to keep it.... For a reason.
Everything is so sexualized. From children's television shows to music lyrics, sexual innuendo if not the flat out sexual vocabulary drips in every word or action. It's not uncommon to find someone who is having sex compared to someone who is truly a virgin. A real virgin, never had penal insertion, not the ones who have had their hymen's reconstructed. Plastic surgery for this really exists... Google it if you don't believe me.
Now lets look at what people think of virgins and their reasons why: saving it for marriage, loves The Lord (praise Him) or just a weirdo. Well, what if that person just hasn't found the right person? Being a 25 year old virgin as a female has to be less difficult than being a male. For one, what if I said I'm a virgin because I just haven't found the right guy deserving of my body?
Honestly, if I wanted to have sex, it would be had. I just don't think the guys around my way have what it takes to receive me in that way. So maybe my standards are to high and I'm acting bourgeoise with my vagina, but its because I care. And I refuse to let some round the way, sleep with anything thrown at him type of guy who will take my possessions like they are just another chic.
Hell no, I'm not a typical girl or a random chic. I'm more than a simple sexual encounter or another memory in his memory foam and I'm damn sure better than a one night stand. I have standards and its challenging to find a guy with some.
It's a constant observation of the thirst taking control of these fees that they will do anything to get the D. It's not that serious for me. The D aien't got sh*t on my V. It's brand new, never been used and ready to go the distance for the man who deserves to receive my gift.
I'm a 25 year old virgin misfit who can talk the talk, but hasn't met a guy deserving enough to walk the walk with me. It's always a reminder to hear those who have shared themselves with others say they wished they didn't or kept it for something special. I can wait for someone special to give him something special.
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