Friday, December 7, 2012

How I'm feeling...

I could have been good for. I would have made you happy but I'm not "good enough". And ya know that's your fuckin loss. I was ad at first cause I love you but at this point I've been thru worse and a lot of pain. So fuck it. Fuck you. One day you'll realize I could have been the one to make all your dreams come true. But by then it'll be too late. It actually already is. I'm over it. I'm over you. I can't deny that I love you but I'm done fighting for people that don't wanna fight for me. One day ill find him. The guy that fights for me until the end. The one that sees my flaws and my strengths and takes all if me. Not just part of me. And until then ill just work on being the woman I wanna be and the one I know I can be.

I just wanna know why is it that men can lie so easily. Well people in general but specifically men. Like don't say things tou don't want. And don't pretend like things are ok. Especially when they aren't. Just be real about it.

But like I said one day ill find the one for me. All the ones I thought were that one weren't and they have all taught me something. About love and myself. Love should come easy and it shouldn't have to be so difficult to keep. And I should t have to prove it all the time. You should just know. So for all the ones that took my love for granted, FUCK YOU

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